i am ready..

I have headache just looking at you..
Maybe i should just stop loving you and go on..
But that will be lying to myself and my heart..
I hate you yet I love you..
(i hope you understand..i didn't mean to hurt your feelings but i have to show it)

And to that someone, if you still have the feeling for him just say it don't be around the bush..
I am (not wholeheartedly) but i am willing to give him up to you if it makes you happy and it makes me not feel guilty for taking him from you in the first place..eventough i love him with all my heart i am willing to let him go cause i know his nobody to me..i will have to fight the bad feeling..

P.S:phara 1 n phara 2 are totally two different person..(H) and (S)